I'm still really sick.  I even missed class today and have not gotten out of bed with the exception of bathroom and food breaks.  Kind of bummed I won't be able to go to the bar to see that guy, but it is better that I stay inside and try to recover enough so I could go to class tomorrow.  Honestly I shouldn't really get my hopes up about him or anything, we just had one night and yeah we have been texting and yeah I do like him, but it is better I be more pessimistic about everything.

It's a lesson I've learned, I suppose.

I'm also just being lame right now because of how horrible I feel.  I guess bad thoughts surface even more when I'm feeling physically ill.

Though, good news: my friend whom I did my summer fellows project with just asked me if I'd like to try and combine our papers into one and maybe try and get it published.  Which is an awesome idea and I definitely want to.

It would be funny if it does get published; my first work is in mathematics, not political science.

Though...I wouldn't mind doing some future work in math, either.  I do miss it.


[Edit] - Dammit Scramble, you're supposed to be fun, not remind me of things I once said, like 'doop.'  Stop with that.  It makes me angry.  And sad.  But mostly angry.