I got a text a few minutes ago from Carl, but the time I received it made me originally think it might have been him.

And I hate that I was sad when it wasn't.  Even though he's doing what I said.

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No matter what, I'm sad about this.  At this rate, it has become more of a thing I just live with rather than something to overcome.

All I want is a day where he doesn't cross my mind.  Sadly, I doubt that will ever happen.