If I should actually go see someone. Like, a therapist or a counselor or something like that. Which I've been saying I should do, but I haven't, mostly because I'm a) afraid to, and b) lazy. While I've been doing very well since being back at school in terms of emotions, I still get kind of bummed at times, and, even more...I guess worrisome is all these dreams I've been having.
Last night's was a bit more...explicit. He came over my house, I think for Thanksgiving, and...well, the couch was there and no one was around. I recall things happening prior to and after that, and if I wrote about this when I first woke up, there would be more details. But since I've been up, I've forgotten some of the other stuff, while the more...interesting ones have been ingrained in my mind.
The fact that I've been remembering dreams alone is unusual, and while I'm not surprised that he is in many of them, given reasons...the sex parts have been freaking me out a little. While these aren't the first sex dreams I've had, they've been very frequent lately.
I don't know.
Anyway, going to go shopping after making a list. Definitely going to get some ice cream because I've been craving it for a while. I'm feeling lazy today, so it is really good that I got a lot of work done yesterday and Friday, even though I have much more to do before tomorrow.
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