There are some days where I love him, and other days where I hate him. Days where I believe him, and days where I think he spews nothing but lies to keep me from walking out of his life. It's not fair. He walked away from me first. He is the one who left me alone and depressed for months.
Ugh.
That gross-feeling knot in my stomach has shown itself again.
It makes me not eat. I'm never hungry. It causes my parents and loved ones to worry about me greatly. Since I first found out about the...whatever it is, between him and that chick, my appetite has all but disappeared. Since then...I've lost so much weight.
Even since I've been at my apartment, where I thought I was doing better with food, I've lost weight. People have expressed concern; my parents have, my aunt has, my sisters have...
I feel sick. Constantly.
But there's nothing physically wrong with me.
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