So I went to get some things done today for my temporary data entry position and I'm already regretting it, not going to lie.  The place where I have to work looks...gray.  And dull.  And I felt like I was about to panic with all the rules they were giving me on top of looking at how the work stations are set up and if I'm not allowed to have music playing while trying to do this I'm going to be absolutely miserable.

I don't know what I want, but I already know that it isn't this sort of office environment.  I don't even need to start to recognize that.

I'm back to wishing I could just disappear.  I have no idea what I want to do or what makes me happy anymore.  I had a brief time of happiness when I was home and then it went away.