I have a lot I should write about (a good thing: manuscript has been submitted again but this time its it's better) and I'm supposed to but Batman has taken over my life. The Arkham series has rekindled a long lost love I had.

I have been feeling resentful lately in terms of...how I'm constantly pushed aside once friends have significant others. Because I start wondering if I'm expected to have one in order to continue seeing my friends (because I guess you need to be in pairs or some shit idk I'm tired of wanting to hang out with just friend and they bring their SO without telling me). And I really am not interested; I have said ex was the unfortunate exception to my normal "I just don't feel romantic (or attracted to, for the most part) towards anyone," and that's still true. So it is annoying to have these stupid thoughts.

I'm on mobile otherwise maybe I'd write more.