I suddenly was hit with a huge wave of...loneliness?  I was just scrolling through twitter and for some reason some weird sadness hit me like...

It's hard to describe.  It's like...I just feel lonely.  Just feeling like it is inevitable that friends will drift apart or something, and that my life is meaningless in the grand scheme of things.  It hit very very very fucking suddenly.

Then again...maybe not so suddenly, I dunno; I've been feeling the turn from being super productive to being...in that depressed state.  Not as hard a crash as normal but still.