I can't function or focus.  And its making me have trouble with this whole 'learning mathematica' thing and I feel like a damned idiot.  Like the only thing I'm good at lately is playing my games and that's about it. 

Classes have started so maybe...idk...maybe I can get something back.  If I want to get on the market this year I need to get back into mental shape.  Which has been proving...difficult. 

I have a craving for something but I'm not sure what that is.  Sigh.