There are things that make me jealous or just sad but in a weird, almost vindictive way, and I know they shouldn't.

For example - seeing my friends with their significant others sharing I guess a day and they write in how much they miss this other couple.

I have noticed that them wanting to hang out with me (besides one of them) has significantly declined since getting into relationships and it just feels awesome.  (Sarcasm mode engaged.)

I shouldn't be surprised, really.  It isn't like I'm likable and do things that they really like to do or anything.  I'm too...I don't know...introverted, I suppose.  Or nerdy.  Or both.

It just hurts, especially since the one who got a girlfriend has basically shown me over and over that he couldn't give two fucks about me anymore since getting said girlfriend, despite his insistence that he would make time for me and everything.

Ha.  Funny.

Yeah, I'm being petty.  I ought to just be happy that they're having fun.

I'm terrible, aren't I?