Well that meeting just basically ruined the momentum I had going.

Ha, I do love being reminded that I'm forgetful of things and that therefore I won't be able to keep a job because of it.  And that it takes multiple emails to get in contact with me because I would rather just avoid it.

I should just pull the trigger.  I can't even get these little things right and therefore won't be able to do any sort of job or be of any value to society and the only thing I can do right is play video games and sit in bed and occasionally walk my dog.


Wow this little bit of criticism should not be affecting me this much what the fuck.

Yay depression relapses.