Despite my asking to be an RA for fucking once rather than a TA because goddamn I am sick of being a fucking TA it is all I've been since starting grad school, I of course get saddled with being a TA again, for the fucking intro to American class and all the hope I had the other day about going back has vanished into thin air.

And then I tried to ask to be the Game Theory TA instead...because that could actually do me some good, but I was told no and I'm just.

Why do other people get whatever they want and first years are fucking given assignments as RAs and I'm stuck TAing again.