Am I in a hypomania period or are my meds just working?  Let's find out!


Though I've been doing well in terms of productivity in the last week/week and a half, I am always cautious of it.  Basically I need to ride this wave for as long as possible just in case it is a high period and not just...me being more productive because medication is working.

I've been back on a xv kick since episode Ardyn and I cannot shake the feels?  It is weird; I do get emotional in terms of tragedies and shit but for some reason I've just been in a strange like...heart-wrenching sort of feels state.  And then I went through ep Ignis again and I'm just sort of unable to focus on anything else right now.  That can be troublesome, as my hyperfixation makes it difficult to concentrate on other things, but so far I still have been able to be productive.  I think it helps that I've been trying to separate work from home almost completely - I've been taking my work to Barnes and Noble and stuff and when I get home I do minimal to none.  I've been told that making that separation more solid will be able to help in terms of maybe not feeling like I have work always over my head and wanting to do something to escape it.


Also, Callie is with my parents for a little while; I miss her, but her not being around has let me stay out to get work done more.


Oh, and getting that teaching award was nice; my parents and sister and nieces came up and we had a good day after the celebration.  I wish people would come to me more, I think.