The lack of an intense emotional response to the news of a close family friend's death should be troublesome. But at the same time this is better than...I guess spiralling. I've been feeling stressed and everything and maybe this should have hit me harder but. Yeah.

It's a bit awkward when you are sitting next to your sister and she immediately starts crying and you're just sort of blankly staring.

Also I know I have not written about petition stuff yet and I still want to. And now I have ended up in a discord with others spearheading movements and I already feel like I am being waved off because I am trying to address things and all. I might just be being sensitive.